When I need to vent, it makes me feel better to write...so here goes it!
It has been extremely hard for me to find work with this new move. Apparently, when people get to Fort Campbell - they typically don't leave - thus making it harder to transition into a DOD job. I am employeed now, thank the Lord, but I'm making a third of what I made in Korea....yes, a THIRD! Anywho, I've been at my new job around three weeks. Everyone's nice, and it's a relatively stress free environment - which is great.
I needed to find a good sitter for my daughter which has been a grueling task. Last night, my sitter decided to text me that if I don't start paying her double, that I need to find someone new. Mind you, this is on a Monday night at 8:30....WHO DOES THAT?! I understand that for good childcare, you need to come out of pocket a lot. I want my daughter to be very well taken care of but seriously?! REALLY?! So that left me in a fierce toboggle! I found someone new around 10:00, and I just feel like I'm letting my daughter down. She needs to develop a routine. She's at the age now where she's taking everything in. She learns so fast and mimics absolutely everyone. I really just want whats best for her! So take 3 Lex, we'll find someone good for you!
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